Date: 16.Jan.2026 
This is my 1st entry in this digital journal! To be honest, i've been torturing myself with trying to figure out how to design this goddam page and keep mslf sane. It's easy and difficult at the same time - easy cuz it's not advanced algebra or physics, and difficult cuz i want it to look great and be functional at the same time. But it simpy impossible due to my lack of skills and experiense. Anyway, this page will be changing from time to time as my skills improve and i get better.
Date: 18.Jan.2026
Today is Sunday and i was working hard on positioning objects on the home page. Tbh, i'm not sure if i understand fully how it works.
Mmm, at least i got some results...yay.. Nuh-uh, i'm not satisfied - i study it wrong for sure! Okay, let's try to be a little more positive. I learned new smth new Anyway
and creating this cite seems to feel like my thing. Not sure what i mean, saying "thing" - creation? hobby? I kinda put inside all these pages a tiny part of myself -
my poor artistic vision, IDEAS (which i have thousands of), even "suffers" that keep making me wanna give up on this project and, meanwhile, waking up with excitement to work on it again.
So, yeah, this is my thing.
Date: 22.Jan.2026
Yayy, i got 5 for chemistry yesterday - the test wa super easy but i was still worried. Also, we had a convo with a woman about women's health so interesting so i fell asleep.. nothing new tbh
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